Vaknar

Vaknar.
Och det är precis likadant som igår.
Det har varit natt och morgonen liksom väckarklockan bankar  bort  sömnen.
Det som troligen varit en dröm rinner ner ur sängen, känner den blåkalla linoleum-mattan mot kinden och kryper sedemera uppåt tapeterna utan att hitta ut.
Eller hitta hem.
Hem.
Det här är ett hem.
Med möbler, med vardag,
med en sommarmolnsvit luddig himmel, gul sol och kisande ögon.
En vildvuxen kissande kalv.
På en äng.
I en säng.

Och jag förstår att det finns hopp.


The Proclaimers





att komma opp...

Moln

Tung dag för en enskild önskedröm. Hitintills har jag tänkt att en sådan här lampa skulle kunna bli min. Idag drömde jag lite för mycket. Det går inte att köpa den. Kumulus heter den. Priset är himmelshögt. Mellan sextiotvå- och åttiosjutusen. Ungefär...
Om man befinner sej så högt så kanske man inte behöver köpa en sådan ändå.
Suck.
För de pengarna kan man ju köpa en hel verkstad och göra flera stycken själv!

På väg.

First Train Home - Imogen Heap

Got to get on it
Got to get on it.
Got to get on it.
Bodies disengaged,
our mouths are fleshing over.
(over, over, over)
Is this an echo game?
Irises retreating to ovals of white.
The urge to feel your face,
and blood rushing to paint
my hand print.
A Frisbee one by one;
you're vinyl on laminate,
just prefer some kind of contact.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
To Catch, to catch, catch-catch , catch.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First Train home
Da-n- da deyo deyo da deyo
Da-n- da deyo deyo da deyy
Temporal dead-zone , where clocks
are barely breathing
(breathing, breathing, breathing)
yet no one cares to notice for all the
yelling,
all night clamor to hold it together.
I want to play--don't wait--
forms in the hideaway
I want to get on with getting on with
things
I want to run in fields,
paint the kitchen, and love someone
And I can't do any of that here, can I?
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First train home, I've got to get on it.
First Train home.
So what? You've had one too many.
So what? I'm not that much fun to be
with.
So what? You've come silly Hatter.
So what? I didn't want to come here,
anyway.
What matters you,
doesn't matter, matter to me.
What matters to me,
doesn't matter, matter to you.
What matters to you,
doesn't matter, matter to them.
What matters to them,
doesn't change anything.
Got to get on it.
First train home.
Got to get on it.
First train home.
First train home
I've got to get on it
(I've got to get on it)
To catch, to catch, catch-catch , catch.
(First train home)
First train home
I've got to get on it
First train home.
(First train home)
Got to, Got to, Got to, Got to, Get, Get,
Get, Get, Out, Out, Out, Out, Now,
Now, Now, Now.